I’m happy

I know this may sound like a lie, but it’s true. I’m happy. I have a loving husband, cute baby, supportive mom. I have everything a normal person would wish for. I have a family. That makes it happy. I may not have all the gadgets that sometimes I crave to have, I might not have subscription to Blackberry Internet Service, I may not be studying right now, it may be probably be impossible to pursue law now, but I’m happy. God gave me everything, He always give another day, a healthy baby, a family, something to eat, and most of all He loves me. I will be honest, there were times that I felt scared, in doubt or weak, but what I do is just PRAY. He will be there. Have faith. Move forward, not backwards, most of all, “Don’t worry, be happy,” Smile always, God is with you, with us! Don’t be scared God will always save and will always love you. The world may hate you but God won’t. So why be shy or scared, shout it out like what I will do, vent out your feelings, fears to Him! God! I love you! I’m scared! Walk me through every step, I’m strong but I will need you in every step, I won’t be scared now. I feel a lot better. See? Try it. It won’t hurt. It would even help. 🙂