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How Do I Forget You?

I’ve only met you for a few weeks. But for a woman like me, and a guy like you, it feels so long. I rarely “like” someone. It’s because I’ve been so tired of the sh*ts. So I don’t easily like someone more than I am supposed to. I am a f*ccgirl, and “liking someone” isn’t really in my dictionary. But it happened. It happened so soon. We were getting along quite okay with out “setup.” Until I started feeling guilty about what  ...

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Being Happy

    Being happy is a choice. You probably have heard it a lot of times by now. But do you think it’s true? Before, I used to believe in this. But for the past year, I had my doubts. 2016 has been really harsh for me. I chose to be happy. Because I’ve always believed that being happy is a choice. But even though I chose to be happy, I know deep inside, I’m not. Everything is fake. I’m a fraud. I pretended to be happy. I was hoping that maybe, pretending to  ...

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My First Breakdown This 2016

This is my first breakdown ever since my grandmother died. The first time I actually cried this year. This year has really been hard for me, but I never shed even a single tear. I never cried when I found out I won’t graduate. I never cried when I had my final break up with my most recent relationship. I never cried even at the times that I should have. They say I should get drunk so I could let it all out. Well, even that is not effective for me. Two weeks ago, I had my very first  ...

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What Do I Really Want?

I’m confused. Who am I? What do I really want? What’s in it for me? What am I made for? Do I really want to “just have fun?” Or is just a pathetic excuse to say that I’m happy being alone? I’m happy. But what I’m doing this “have fun” thing while I am still free. But why do most of the people I know thinks I feel otherwise? They think it’s just a pathetic excuse. I know I want to make the most out of life. Travel, career, friends,  ...

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